I remember hanging out outside the hostal in Krakow listening to the guys playing guitar (the night rat boy touched my heart) and feeling so warm inside as the sound of the acoustic guitar always takes me to one of my most treasured childhood memories, listening to my father play the guitar. He would play all the time, and we would keep about our business while he played, because it was something i think he did to relax or disconnect. we never interupted him, we always enjoyed it, he always played the same songs over and over again and we would always listen attentively to the end of "Seagull" to see if he would be able to do the ending this time. He sang with all his heart, he sang with everything he had inside of him, and we would all feel it, it brought peace into the home for time he played and then it would all go to hell when Justin would have a fit cause he refused to take out the trash or Taylor would kick the nintendo cause he lost, but for that time my father would play, we were at peace. That night in Krakow, i became a bit emotional thinking about my mother and father and brothers and how much i missed them and how i missed those times of peace which were few and far in betweeen, but were wonderful. I could never live without listening to my father play guitar, the day he can´t play anymore i never want to hear one again.
The 3 days i spent in that small town in the south of the Czech Republic called Ceske Budojovice, were very instense for me. It rained very heavily and i was the only person in that little hostel. I was so meant to end up in that god forsaken town cause i did alot of thinking. i stayed in most of the time and ate and read my Pablo Coehlo books that were the best things i could have read on my trip. I would sit in my room for hours reading and thinking to myself and recapping my life. it reminded me when i first moved to El Escorial. I had 900 dollars, 2 suitcases and a dream. i found an apartment that wasn´t furnished (which is typical in spain) no t.v., radio, books, music, conversation, nothing, not a damn thing. It was very very very cold and i didn´t have hot water or heating for the first 2 weeks. i would sit in my empty living room and drink instant coffee and smoke fortuna lights and look at the monastery that beckoned at my living room window. I sold everything and left everything i had to live in this small village in Spain and was able to find an apartment with views of my treasured monastery which i also kept so close to my heart and there i was. i felt so retarded. i was like i am soooooo cold and hungry and i don´t have any working papers or friends or money. But there was a little flutter in my heart that reminded me that this was my dream and the time had come and i knew i would make it happen cause i can survive like a cat in the street, but when you are faced with your dream right there you don´t know what to do with it, because it was always a dream. I made my life happen only because i really wanted to live in Spain. If i didn´t want it as bad as i did, i wouldn´t have lasted, but i knew i would make it happen. And the time i went was the best time for me. I was younger, 23, full of dreams and tired of life (which didn´t get ANY easier). the people that have come into my life in spain all came in at the right time. If i would have arrived in Spain 1 week later than planned, my life here in spain would be completely different. I came when i was supposed to, cause it was my heart that told me it was time to go. Just like it was my heart that told me it was time to make this trip. I am a very strong believer in following your dreams and really being true to your heart and i know i live my life much like a dreamer and most people don´t agree with my lifestyle which is absolutely fine cause everyone is different but i dont´feel silly anymore being a dreamer. I ask so many people what are your dreams? and you would be amazed how many people don´t have any dreams. if they do they usually do with making money or being professionally succesful. It´s as if people have forgotten to dream, they forgot what it was that they wanted to do. So many people couldn´t give me an answer, it was as if they never thought about it. i would think to myself, wow i want to do a MILLION THINGS, i want to learn 5 languages, go to the great wall of china, go to machu pichu, visit argentina, see penguins in antartica, work in France, dance in my living room, enjoy good wine with great friends, play with children, crochet scarfs, take pictures, dance with people all over the world, taste food from countries i have never heard of, dance with an african tribe, move to sevilla, sing with strangers, have a love affair that lasts 3 beautiful days, work with handicapped children, help poor people, learn how to cook more food, blah, blah blah, blah,blah,blah i just don´t shut up, and there were so many people that couldn´t even name 3 things they like to do in their spare time. I was like "man, you´ve got to live, here lets write down what you like and what you have always wanted to do" and they were like "no, i have my family and my friends and my job, it´s to hard" and i really learned that i have to respect everyone as i want to be respected and i can´t change the world in a month. I guess i just wanted everyone to dream and work towards it and the things they truly want, but i guess they don´t want to really make it happen i guess, i still haven´t figured it out. i think it´s because most people like security and i just throw security right out that window "who needs it when you could get hit by a bus tommorow or get sick in 2 years?" I like feeling alive now. Even though i have many problems and my life is a constant bad columbian soap opera (without the make-up and tacky clothes) I guess i always remind myself i could be seriously ill, homeless,living in a war stricken country, or worst of all...be alone.
Which brings me to another point. With all the things i have done and all the places i have been to, none of what i have done would have been possible if i didn´t have all the family and friends i have, though my family has given me alot of grief and still does from time to time and it´s been nice being away from them for a while (they form part of the bad columbian soap opera), they have always been so supportive of me and never discouraged me EVER to chase my dreams. I carry a piece of everyone in my family in me, always. I want to thank everyone in my family for always accepting me just the way i was no matter how silly i dressed or how chaotic my life has been. I want to thank them all for pitching in when i was a very little girl and all forming an important part in raising me. I want to thank my mom for always encouraging me to be myself and never judging me and always defending me at school to teachers who felt something was wrong with her daughter cause she was "different" I want to thank my father for telling me when i was 12 the key to life was to never marry or have credit cards, and of course for playing his guitar and always reminding me i was a lady and i should eat like one not like a ravenous animal. I want to thank the friends that made me feel like i never left, and the ones who have made the fantastic effort to come out and see me during these past 4 and a half years (jessica holds the record, 3 times!!!) The friends who have had to deal with all the plan 9 from outer space plans i have had and have nodded their head and said "that´s sounds good" I wouldn´t be anywheres near the person i am now if i didn´t have the most fantastic friends by my side. I want to thank all of my friends in Spain as well who have always offered their heart, ear, or their couch and have tried to understand my problems the best they could and random hysterical fits, for also making my life in Spain the most spectacular 4 and a half years i have ever had and helping me pull through those very difficult first years, thank you. Thank you to everyone who has helped me become the person i am now and helping me go after all those dreams i treasure and hold so close to my heart. I am truly a very loved person and that perhaps is the most important thing in my life, all of you, because even though the spectacular firework show in budapest was beautiful, and the coffee in Austria was superb, the rising and setting of the sun in various beautiful eastern european cities, the fantastic beer in the Poland, the fantastic views in Prague and the pastries in Vienna were magnificent and the sound of nothing in a mountain in Austria were all fanstatic and soul filling, not one of those things are as important and beautiful as you. I love you.
live your dreams, laugh, follow your heart and smile!
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]]>Ten years ago when i was living with jessica nd marissa and working at Caffe D´Amor (remember girls?) there was this calendar at my desk. and in that calender there was a picture on ever month of villages all over europe. i tore out all the pictures and kept them and said to myself i would visit all of those places one day. i still have those pictures and have them with me in madrid. one of the places in that calendar is of a town called Halsatt in Austria. Gorgeous place tucked away in the moutains and by a lake. Tommorow i am going to halstatt, i am going to my first place in my calendar, even though its taken 10 years, im going tommorow, i did it, im going to one of my pictures in my calendar, that silly little dream people would laugh at and go "yeah right" i am going damn it, i was really serious about my calendar, it just took some time.
Today was a memorable day for me cause i was somewhere i had always dreamed of visiting for the silly little reson of the movie, but i dont care, its my dream, and it fills my heart, and i look forwad to seeing my penguins one day and and visiting Machu Pichu. all in good time.
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]]>anyways one of the friends i made in Estonia (Mike) took picturs with his digital camera and has sent me the website where you can view them you have to click on "travelling buddies" there are pictures of me, Georg, Ana and Pambos. there are also pictures of some people i dont know and interesting characters from the hostal in Riga
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]]>fourth guy: fourth guy comes in like 5 minutes after third guy. fourth guy was easy cause he has a bottom bunk (below mine) and just had to walk 2 steps just to be able to fall right in to bed
fifth guy: some poor lost spanish guy travelling alone who didn't speak any english trying to find his bed, i offered to help at that moment
so there i was with all my stinky roomates. well next day i finally peeled myself out of bed at 11:00am, i had spent a whole day relaxing. When i woke up, the other guys starting waking up as well and asked me how i felt. I asked why are you asking me that, they were like "are you hungover" i told them i didn't go out last night i stayed in bed. well i went to the train station to buy a ticket to prague and see if i still had enough time to go to visit Auschwitz, which i did. I visited Auschwitz and got back into Krakow at 8:00pm. i met a guy from seattle on the bus back from Auschwitz and he had to catch a train to budapest in 3 hours so we decided to have dinner together, after we finished eating, we exchanged e-mails, as everyone does and hopes to maybe see each other in Salzburg where he was going to be in 2 weeks time like me. I walked back to my hostal and said goodbye to the scottish girls that i had met the night before, they were off to budapest. Well i went to my bed to get my Little Twin Star book i carry with me with all my information written in it, like all the hostals i stay at and my laundry details so i make sure i get all my laundry back, anyways i left it on my bed with other stuff and to my surprise, my lovely and mature roomates that stink wrote on the page that the book was left open on "FUCK THE BULLSHIT" i was like oookkkaaayyyy, what's this? i swear i felt like their mom, i was like "i am going to find those boys blah blah blah and punish them for 10 minutes blah blah blah" until i was like, whatever, i'll leave it in the book to always remember them. I found the blond dread lock guy and i showed him the book and he said "yeah man....funny" i was like alright. I took a picture of the room with all the stinky crap everywhere so all of you can see. Anyway i leave for prague tomm and i have a very CHEAP hostal where i have my OWN ROOM!!!!! i am sooooooooooooooo happy. it's 13 euros a night, i have to share a bathroom, which is fine, whatever, just give me my own room and bed. okay bye for now!
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]]>First impression: "Damn look at all these white people!
Last impression : Damn look at all these white people!
ESTONIA
First Impression: "Feels like you are walking through a Disney Fairy tale with cone shaped tops on all the old buildings"
Well i have been travelling for 2 days and i have finally made it to my destination. I left Madrid on a train to Girona, it was an overnight train and i didn't have a bed, there were seats, it was horrible and the trip took 10 1/2 hours!!! my ass was flat as a pancake when i got off the train. i had to sit with 5 other people, they were all nice and we talked about where we were going and so forth. Then there was a man who got on and sat in our cabin and somehow we found out he was into crystals and rocks and he busted out all these rocks and was telling us how they heal or whatever then somehow we found out he reads tarot cards and he had them on him so there was a tarot reading card session in the cabin, it was all very interesting. then from Girona i had to take a bus to the airport where i caught a flight to Stockholm, when i got to Stockholm i had to catch a bus to Stockholm cause the airport i landed at was no where near flippin Stockholm, was like AARRGGHH i'm so tired i hadn't eaten anything since the day before and now i have to sit on a bus for and hour and a 1/2 to Stockhom (by the way countryside in Sweden...beautiful, and there are Volvo's everywhere)when i got to Stockholm i had to find a way to get to the harbor to catch the boat to Estonia, i didn't have any swedish money on me cause i thought sweden was using the euro....guess not..... so i had to first ask a taxi how much it would it be to the harbor and he said 160 swedish crowns, okay i went to change my 20 euros and i got exactly 160 swedish crowns, perfect, so i went back to where all the taxis were and i asked a driver to take me to the harbor and he said it would cost 260 crowns, i was like no no, this is all i have and your little friend said it was 160, i don't have anymore money, if you want these 160 crowns you can take me to the harbor, so he agreed. when i got to the harbor i went to buy the ticket and they wouldn't accept my card, i freaked out cause the boat was leaving in 40 minutes and i didn't have enough cash on me for the boat ticket and i didn't want to get stuck in stockholm cause it's really expensive. the lady told me there was an ATM like 15 minutes away so i ran with my HUGE backpack uphill to an ATM that took me forever to find and ran back to the harbor, paid in cash and i was one of the last ones on the boat, i was sweaty and stinky my back and knees hurt from my trek to the ATM with my HUGE backpack. They took a picture of me before i got on the boat which i saw later and i looked like a disheveled rodent, all i wanted was to shower eat and sleep lying down not in a chair. The boat was huge it looked like the love boat, i was hoping to find gopher so he could whip me up a martini. anyways they showed me to my cabin which was the lowest deck next to where they park the cars. it was small and quaint. i took a shower and changed. now i had to figure out how to get around this boat thing and find food. i found a cafeteria and ate a veggie pizza. i really wanted a whole pizza to my self cause i was soooooooooo hungry but i didn't really know how much anything was cause they were using two types of currency on the boat, neither of them being euros, so i got the cheapest thing. i walked around and went to the bar and had a beer and participated in a quiz game they had going at the bar. then i sat at the back of the boat for 2 hours and watched the sunset behind the thousands of islands in the Baltic sea. I just listened to the water turning through the rudders and watched all the islands dissapear into the horizon, it was very nice. i thought about where i was on the map and thought about how i got there and how cool it all was that i was cruising through the baltic sea on my way to Estonia. well i was very tired and went to bed. i didn't sleep very well cause my room was next to the engine room nd i kept freaking out cause there were all these horrible noises and the boat would start to really tip and i kept thinking we were going to sink and i kept hearing water rushing everywhere and i was just waiting for it to come under door and i would be trapped like the people on the bottom floors on the titanic. I would wake up and forget where i wast or if i was with anybody and kept thinking i had to get the kids to safety still thinking i was working with the kids still, it was horrible i kept dreaming about the kids and getting them to safety i was still being pursued by the Segovia Camp kids. anyways after all my late night sinking scares i woke up like an hour and a half before we docked. i had breakfast and packed my stuff. when i got off the boat i asked a taxi driver to take me to the street where my hostel was at and he said it was like a ten minute walk which was very nice of him cause he could have charge me all kinds of money to take me 10 minutes away but didn't. i walked (much further than 10 minutes) and i finally found where i was staying at. i couldn't use my card again so i have to call my bank and see what's going on. i paid cash for the room and took my backpack to my room where i am sharing with 5 other people! not to keen on that idea but it's affordable so i have to share. i met a guy in the room whom i asked if he knew an internet place and he said that he was going in 2 minutes and he would go with me. We walked to the internet cafe and i sent an e/mail to spain regarding my card not working. My new friends' name was Gayorg and he's from Austria. I nearly fell to my knees when he told me that i was like oh my god austria, i love austria, one of my dreams is to go to austria, and he was like why? but i was to embarrased to tell him it was because of the sound of music. we went to have lunch where I asked him about Salzburg and he said it was full of japanese and american tourist buying sound of music t-shirts and staying at sound of music hostels and how annoying it is, as he keeps expressing his love for people visitng his country because of that movie, he said something very interesting which i didn't know. He said no one in Austria has ever seen that movie, including himself, that nobody really knows who the von trapp family were. As i kind of sank into my chair debating whether i should express my deep love for that movie he asked me if i ever saw the Sound of Music i was like "Okay I loooove that movie and that's why i want to go to Salzburg, because i want to run on a little green hill and sing the sound of music, it's one of the best movies EVER, i watch it every month and i know all the songs!" he couldn't believe it, he starting laughing and he asked me what the movie was about, i vaguely explained it and I mentioned that captain von trapp's name was gayorg like him. he's really cool anyways we had a laugh and then he went to do some shopping and i came here to write this. i am going to explore the city of Tallin now. i'll get back to you tommrow
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]]>Bueno me voy pronto, acabo de terminar de hacer la maleta (bueno la mochila) y me voy esta noche de Madrid a Girona, luego desde Girona voy en avion hasta Estocolmo, y luego voy desde Estocolmo a Tallin en un barco!! no puedo esperar!! que aventura!!
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